Tell me

now im nothing wrote:Im sorry.

You want $20 or something? I could send it tomorrow.

nono thankyou. I still have some of that loan money I took out recently. I really hate spending it since I still to schedule a CT and echocardiogram.

I have enough monies for gas and probably to put me through until the next loan is dispersed. oh! and I even have enough in case I get the chance to bug you.

Jesse wrote:
dammit, ale! that was 363 cheesy beefy burritos right there?

I walked right by Taco Bell too. Instead I just microwaved some hotdogs.

ok then. I was just gonna spend that money on a gross of condoms from amazon, but then Jess brought over another dozen. that should last until my next payday, especially since she'll be gone 8 out of the 14 days.

She helps pay for condoms? that's really cool!

Ha-ha. Jalapeno farted.

yeah, she's great. she doesn't work, but her parents have money, so she's always got some.

one night she brought me some palak paneer that she made, and just the other night she brought me a small cheesecake. last night she brought a Harland Ellison retrospective for me to read.

she also drives and doesn't mind that I don't own a car.

I know what cheesecake is. That alone is cool.

palak paneer is an indian curry and cheese dish.

she's a vegetarian and allergic to wheat/gluten, so she has to buy super fancy food or make her own.

she knows how to cook and will for you. hallelujah!

I just realized that the world's supply of maruchan and nissing might be in danger.

well, she'll cook for herself and give me some, at any rate.

all the dried noodles are floating around japan in the ocean like the great coral reef right now.

hey, that's pretty good anyway.

noooooooooooooo

Damn she sounds like a keeper

I keep having dreams where my teeth fall out. All of them or close to all of them.

This time Chad was trying to talk to me but I was spitting them out and trying to rinse off the blood. Then I realized it was a dream and I had teeth again but they fell out once more. Then I concentrated and they were back.

last night I dreamt I was in murder she wrote

and I got a blowjob from an old lady.

dreamt? Is that how it's spelled? I don't like it. If I say/type dreamed, is it still okay?

no teeths? score!

both are acceptable.

I've always said dreamt though, not dreamed.

and it was a really good blowjob.

I say dreamt but I don't like spelling it.

guys, I'm bored.

Peter Gabriel's playing in Berkeley in June. Tickets are expensive but Chad really wants to see him.

The professor dude emailed me asking to meet on Tuesday to give me some work. Hopefully it's a good arrangement and will pay for my upcoming bills.

Saturday nights alright for fighting.

He's going to proposition you

that's not good.

Depends how you look at it.

Lookatit. Look at tits.

Pretend that youre gay.

That might make it worse.

Oh? Is he terribly conservative?

I don't know what the Spanish are like.

Hat dance and rice.

That's more interesting than I would have imagined, actually.

I often have the teeth falling out dream, too. If I was the type that believed in dreams meaning something, I'd say its about a feeling of not being in control of certain aspects of your life. Especially health related.

But I dont believe in that stuff.

chingon wrote:I often have the teeth falling out dream, too. If I was the type that believed in dreams meaning something, I'd say its about a feeling of not being in control of certain aspects of your life. Especially health related.

But I dont believe in that stuff.

Well, there might be some bias in what you could extract from what you think your dreams mean. As an outsider, I feel it's safe to say that I could give you an objective opinion on what I think your dream means, and all I'm seeing from a toothless Joe is a guy that could potentially give some really amazing, gummy blowjobs.

Potentially? You wound me, sir.

chingon wrote:I often have the teeth falling out dream, too. If I was the type that believed in dreams meaning something, I'd say its about a feeling of not being in control of certain aspects of your life. Especially health related.

But I dont believe in that stuff.

I don't honestly believe in those either but I looked it up (I almost want to believe they're true).
Besides that, I also read that it could be being insecure physically which I am and ties into the health and not being in control thing, among others.
But... blegh.

I took a 4 hr nap after work and it was gooood.

I get the teeth falling out dreams all the time also. I had a lot of dental problems where the roots wouldn't desolve as a kid so I always had have the dentist to rip them out. I still have 3 baby teeth with my adult teeth behind them and sometimes I get self conscious about them.

I haven't been to the doctor since probably 9th grade, so I'm sure I need a lot of work done.
I know I need one tooth taken out and I probably have a bunch of cavities and tartar built up.

Not brushing my teeth was my way of rebelling. Joke's on them. ha ha ha

kind of liking this http://googlevoiceblog.blogspot.com/2011/03/sprint-integrates-google-voice.html

Seriously considering trading in my evo for the nexus s 4g

I met with the Dean of Students and it didn't go over as well as I hoped.
She stressed I take advantage of the psychological services on campus and talk to the disability people.

I need money, not drugs or a shuttle. Honestly dudes, I was really offended.

Going to talk to the Financial Aid office on Wednesday and tomorrow I'm meeting with the professor.

How am I supposed to itemize my expenditures when I don't save receipts? Print out a bank account statement and blank out stuff? ayy.

People are pricks.

shank her.

I played along and smiled.

Fuck.

hope things work out, alex.

Thank you.
This is really stressing me out and I've become very.... disillusioned about school and after graduation.
I want this to be over.

yeah, i know.

just keep at it, and if anything; there's always porn.

i'm kidding.

i better not catch you doing porn!

Hahaha with all the smutty pictures I take it'd be cool if I got paid for them too.

this keeps coming to mind

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ecuEYimF73o

I don't think there's anything wrong with being sad or moderately depressed even. Why do we have to continue pretending we're happy all the time or it's a natural condition? fuck that shit. you get happy, angry, sad, and it's okay.
uuugh. Oh my god I love Chad. This would be some bullshit if I didn't know that wonderful man.

my thing is i shouldn't be angry/sad/depressed.

i really dont have it that bad and for me to act this/that way seems a bit selfish.

i'm not a good person, is what i'm getting at.

I can understand thinking about it that way, hell sometimes I do too. But I really don't think that's how people honestly feel. Someone else's hardships do not lessen or eradicate your own but they can distract you.

who knows.

i'm just trying to live my life the kevin smith way.

adore your fans and ignore everyone else.

That's not so bad

Someone suggested The Mystery Team on the other forums. It's on Netflix now and I've watched about half of it so far.
I'm enjoying it but I probably wouldn't watch it again.

I generally don't like adults acting like kids.
I get a nice early 90s comedy vibe to it though.

ale wrote:I met with the Dean of Students and it didn't go over as well as I hoped.
She stressed I take advantage of the psychological services on campus and talk to the disability people.

I need money, not drugs or a shuttle. Honestly dudes, I was really offended.

Going to talk to the Financial Aid office on Wednesday and tomorrow I'm meeting with the professor.

How am I supposed to itemize my expenditures when I don't save receipts? Print out a bank account statement and blank out stuff? ayy.

LOL, what the fuck does that have to do with anything? Jesus Christ, perhaps she's out of touch with reality. That's the picture i'm getting from how you've already described her is that might already be the case. Did she even bother to listen to what you were saying, or did it look like it went in one ear and out the other?