I got high for the first time last night. Really high.

I also think it's difficult for a sober person to avoid being outcasted in a world where everybody drinks. Being outcasted makes it tough for people to accept you and I'm sure that can fuck with your head too.

I have mad respect for people who have successfully kicked an addiction. I tried really hard to help my ex-girlfriend kick a bad meth habit, but we failed, and now she's homeless and just as addicted as ever, and it's hard for me to say, but at this point, I'm just kinda waiting to hear about her death.

I agree with everything youve said

Its so heartwarming that drug use could serve as the common ground to bring you two lovebirds together.

I love Mike. He's the best.

I hate when topics stop being about me.

now im nothing wrote:I hate when topics stop being about me.

I hate when topics stop being about you, too. You've had some great ones lately.

you don't have to kiss my ass. if you want something, just ask.

I feel like ive known jeff forever even though weve never met. He was one of the first people to hear some music I played around with

Its been six years since I came to the board... Crazy... I came just as it was beginning to die

people talk about the golden halcyon days of the board, but really it was a bunch of kids talking shit. I was pretty retarded.

Yeah we have all matured in a lot of ways. I cant imagine what your first impression of me was... Wait I think people initially thought I was a fake name, thats when you know youve got character lol

I used to take a shitload of ecstasy when I was 18/19. My best friend at the time started selling it for a little while. Whenever she picked up a new batch, I'd test it out for her and document my entire experience. When I took it, when it kicked in, when I peaked, when I came down, how I felt during the roll. She also happened to get a different batch every week, so I did a lot of testing. We also just ate all the profits. Now as I think back I wonder why she sold it, all she ever did was break even cause we just ate everything. Then I convinced myself if I ever took E again I'd die, so it's been almost 10 years since I took any.

I also LOVE hallucinagins! I've taken both LSD and shrooms many numerous times. I came into a free half ounce of shrooms about 2 months ago. They were amazing shrooms, long lasting and pretty intense. I took them with my best friends fiance and we watched Red and we liked it but really had no idea what the fuck was going on. When my friend came home from work she turned the light on and it blew my mind, haha. She's always good to be around when I'm tripping, I dunno why. I have what's left in my freezer waiting for the nice weather to come around so we can take them again. I rarely come across acid anymore, which makes me really sad. I always loved it. A friend recently took some and told me it cost $15 a tab! I almost had a heart attack. Drug inflation is lame! Oh, it seems the days of $5 tabs are done. =(

I wanna get stoned with Garrett.

Whitey Bulger wrote:Yeah we have all matured in a lot of ways. I cant imagine what your first impression of me was... Wait I think people initially thought I was a fake name, thats when you know youve got character lol

When I first found the board it seemed like everyone hated you.

Snoogans wrote:
I wanna get stoned with Garrett.

let me know next time you're in the state.

I'm happy to do it again, but I have to tell you, I wasn't very chatty or interesting while I was stoned.

Snoogans wrote: I took them with my best friends fiance and we watched Red and we liked it but really had no idea what the fuck was going on.

I watched that movie completely sober and I still have no idea what the fuck was going on.

Robo-Pussy wrote:

Whitey Bulger wrote:Yeah we have all matured in a lot of ways. I cant imagine what your first impression of me was... Wait I think people initially thought I was a fake name, thats when you know youve got character lol

When I first found the board it seemed like everyone hated you.

I can say for certain that the only person who truly hated me was brian. But thats ok, the feeling is mutual. Anthony used to troll me all the time and I would get very pissed. Ive argued and had spats with garrett, ale, almost everyone. I dont think anyone takes it personal, in the end I dont. Im not sure if im an asshole or what

I can imagine that a lot of people hated me. I was always getting into some crazy drama with a lot of people. I'm pretty sure Xavier hated me, Ida liked me and eventually learned to hate me, Jory pretty much always hated me, some girl from Florida hated me but I can't remember her name. Anyone who was offended by that porn video hated me, and for some reason there were a few of those people.

I don't have strong emotions anymore.

if i were on lsd or shrooms, i would love that right now

I've smoked a ton of weed throughout my years. I love weed. I get stoned and play a video game, watch movies/tv, eat and drink. For whatever reason i find these things much more enjoyable when stoned. Oddly, i enjoy sex as much sober as stoned.

The first time i smoked was not much and i didnt get high. I was 13 and someone rolled a j out of tampon paper. I dont rly know why. The first time stoned was the next time i smoked and i loved it. Got baked and started walking to a hs football game. About halfway there me and my friend realized the game ended like hours ago. Walked home and ate like 5 bowls of capn crunch.

I havent smoked since january until today. i took bong hits with my friend while we played super mario bros wii with his wife. I still love weed but its not worth the energy and money to track and buy the stuff when i have no cheap easy hookups. My friend did hook me up with a little though.

For a while i was doing oxycontin bc a friend was selling and i knew i was moving away. Figured across country id have no influences or easy way to obtain so didnt give a fuck. It worked out. I've tried many drugs but dont really care for any but weed. No clue why i like weed best.

Tl;dr immapotheadfuck

Jeff is one of the few ppl i even remember from defboard. I had no problem with him, thought he was a dick but was surprised to agree with his opinions semioften. Seems to have mellowed a ton.

Whitey Bulger wrote:

I can say for certain that the only person who truly hated me was brian. But thats ok, the feeling is mutual. Anthony used to troll me all the time and I would get very pissed. Ive argued and had spats with garrett, ale, almost everyone. I dont think anyone takes it personal, in the end I dont. Im not sure if im an asshole or what

I didn't take it personally but I think you're a worse person than you think you are. I think online we all are, probably. Regardless, you're kind of fun.
I don't think Brian really hates you.

I haven't done drugs besides prescription stuff like vicodin. Accidentally taking too much of it resulted in a headache and vomiting.
I don't think I'm ever in the right frame of mind to do hard drugs recreationally. Sometimes I know I shouldn't drink booze too.

When was the last time before that you smoked, Garrett?

uhoh wrote:Jeff is one of the few ppl i even remember from defboard. I had no problem with him, thought he was a dick but was surprised to agree with his opinions semioften. Seems to have mellowed a ton.

what was your screenname from the old board?

adrenaline rush. I didnt really talk to you much. I just remember you.

ohhh yeah i remember you. yeah youre right, we didnt talk much. and yeah i was a definitely a dick. credit shannon for mellowing me out. she domesticated me.

ale wrote:

Whitey Bulger wrote:

I can say for certain that the only person who truly hated me was brian. But thats ok, the feeling is mutual. Anthony used to troll me all the time and I would get very pissed. Ive argued and had spats with garrett, ale, almost everyone. I dont think anyone takes it personal, in the end I dont. Im not sure if im an asshole or what

I didn't take it personally but I think you're a worse person than you think you are. I think online we all are, probably.

i had to do a double-take.. im really that bad? wow, i guess youre right then: i dont think im that bad. im brutally honest and i dont sugar coat anything. everyone is fair-game regardless of status or gender or anything else in my book. i know im not fake and thats most important to me.. i must be completely clueless how im perceived. please enlighten me. and i wont get mad or say anything insulting to fight back. i just really want to have it and know what im doing wrong.. a list would be fine. your opinion matters to me

ale wrote:
When was the last time before that you smoked, Garrett?

I couldn't put a date on it, but it was during college. junior year, I think. my cousin was living with me, and he and his friends were always smoking in the backyard. sometimes they asked me to join them, and I did. They didn't tell me how to smoke though, so it was kind of touch and go. usually they smoked joints, but once I hit from a very large bong.

I only did this 3 or 4 times, and I was never successful.

i've never had anything other weed and booze. none of those things ever concerned me, and not entirely sure why.

all i recall about the old board is ryan being a dick, sharing music with others and talking/hanging out with michele.

I'm so glad he hasn't shown up again.

NOT MONGO wrote:

ale wrote:

Whitey Bulger wrote:

I can say for certain that the only person who truly hated me was brian. But thats ok, the feeling is mutual. Anthony used to troll me all the time and I would get very pissed. Ive argued and had spats with garrett, ale, almost everyone. I dont think anyone takes it personal, in the end I dont. Im not sure if im an asshole or what

I didn't take it personally but I think you're a worse person than you think you are. I think online we all are, probably.

i had to do a double-take.. im really that bad? wow, i guess youre right then: i dont think im that bad. im brutally honest and i dont sugar coat anything. everyone is fair-game regardless of status or gender or anything else in my book. i know im not fake and thats most important to me.. i must be completely clueless how im perceived. please enlighten me. and i wont get mad or say anything insulting to fight back. i just really want to have it and know what im doing wrong.. a list would be fine. your opinion matters to me

You sound like a reasonable dude to me... but maybe I'm an asshole too.

NOT MONGO wrote:

ale wrote: I think online we all are, probably.

i had to do a double-take.. im really that bad? wow, i guess youre right then: i dont think im that bad. im brutally honest and i dont sugar coat anything. everyone is fair-game regardless of status or gender or anything else in my book. i know im not fake and thats most important to me.. i must be completely clueless how im perceived. please enlighten me. and i wont get mad or say anything insulting to fight back. i just really want to have it and know what im doing wrong.. a list would be fine. your opinion matters to me

I think you're missing where I'm coming from. I'm saying we're all jerks, like it or not it happens online. My point is you seem oblivious to this. I believe it's inherent, or mostly, due to posting online.

Also, it's very difficult to tell if you're doing a great job at patronizing or your posts are just oddly phrased.

oh shit I typed "worse person"? I thought I typed jerk. I meant jerk. It's not a direct personal attack. serious whoops.

now im nothing wrote:

ale wrote:
When was the last time before that you smoked, Garrett?

I couldn't put a date on it, but it was during college. junior year, I think. my cousin was living with me, and he and his friends were always smoking in the backyard. sometimes they asked me to join them, and I did. They didn't tell me how to smoke though, so it was kind of touch and go. usually they smoked joints, but once I hit from a very large bong.

I only did this 3 or 4 times, and I was never successful.

I've heard similar stuff before, that it doesn't work at all initially then it does to amazing effects.

Robo-Pussy wrote:
You sound like a reasonable dude to me... but maybe I'm an asshole too.

Well shit, it happened five years ago. We were all kids. Except Joe, he's always been old.
At least the situation that caused my mention was exceptional, I think.

thanks for elaborating, glad you dont hold any grudges.

i dont understand the oblivious part. when im clearly being an asshole, im aware. but what about the other times when im not an asshole? so youre saying when im not acting like an asshole, im still being an asshole, and im just not aware of it? i just dont know how youre able to scan my mind and know that im not aware of certain things.

here is a kitty

lol @ bribing ale with a kitten picture to win her sympathy

im trying to win sympathy?

i dunno. it seemed like it, with the timing of it and all

sympathy for what?

now im nothing wrote:I'm so glad he hasn't shown up again.

same here. I would have asked you to ban him, anyway.

i dunno, man. she called you a jerk. seemed like you were trying to get her to sympathize with you more by playing on her vulnerability to kittens.

ale likes kittens. she called you a jerk. you posted up a kitten. i kinda just put 1 and 1 and 1 together and came up with the idea that you posted up a kitten to win her over. am i wrong in my assertion?

She said she wasnt sure if I was patronizing her, which initially I wasnt. But then I became a sarcastic condescending jerk in the following posts... Of course im teasing

And I thought ale liked bunnies, hence her aim, and turtles. Not saying kitties are an exception but theyre certainly not favored. Of course im assuming and dont know what she likes.

then the best way to be on the safe side is...

he's bitting the bunnies! That girl's a twat!

because they're delicious.

They sure look it.

I bet the cat's declawed.

I got really drunk last night but then I sobered up and I couldn't get drunk again. Was pretty weird.

yeah, that happens to me too.

if I have a few drinks, then go somewhere for a few hours, when I start drinking again later it won't hit me.

Didn't know that happens to anyone. I feel like I could have saved some money and nursed a beer or something instead of trying to get fucked up.

the key is to never stop drinking.